Musings on Awakening

i had a very interesting day yesterday waking up with a heavy heart. I stayed with that feeling, i held it tenderly, i didn’t run from it or avoided it, i stayed with it. I didn’t observe it, I felt the hurt and the fear and the heaviness in the world and in my own being for as long as it took to change, naturally.

Then it lifted like a fog slowly, slowly as I went about my day. Then I had two epiphanies, which i know were a direct result of being truly with my feelings fully, that is what created the shift. 

I called an old friend who is living north of San Francisco to see if she and her husband were alright. We had a long hour conversation touching on these subjects. She is a very practiced Buddhist and mindfulness meditator, a Gardner, jeweller, and a beautiful grounded humble loving beautiful compassionate soul. It was wonderful.

So my advice to you is this; no matter what the planets are doing as they are always doing something influential. The key is to stay in touch directly with whatever comes up, depression, angst, paranoia, fear, dread, longing, cynicism until it shifts. This is what sparks the beginning of the Awakening.

You are not all of these emotions you feel they are yours and you can embody them and experience them but they are never all that you truly are. That is why establishing the witness, mindfulness state is so important but it’s not to negate our feelings which is a negation of the Divine Feminine. 

The card of the Day is #20 in the Muse Tarot Called AWAKENING usually called Judgement from Judgement day in the Book of Revelations. The card is called The AEON or New Age in the Thoth deck. We are in a double Awakening year. 

2020 remember Hindsight is 2020. 

Many people are awakening but there is so much to awaken to. Just like A.A. Awakening Anonymous must admit that they’ve been asleep for most of their lives. As a person who came in awake, its a hard struggle to stay awake as everything is designed to put you to sleep and keep you somnambulistic. Wake up now because its 2020. Keep waking up. There is so much more to see. This is not the same as being “WOKE.” It is a sincere deep effort on your own to find your true self. It takes time and effort. This is a waking dream out souls are having. We have our personal dreams, the Collective Dream and your Sacred Dream. You have to wake up to all of those too. 

So Muse on this and let me know how you feel about it. I wish I hear from more of you otherwise I feel i am shouting into the void,

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